my life as i know it.

 mood: ehhh.
listening to: Hella Good - No Doubt
reading: Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
last meal: dinner.
current annoyance: everything.

life is very much confusing at the moment.

i leave for europe and im not even excited anymore.
my sister pisses me off.
and im stressed about money and other such things.
and just pretty much being embarrassed by my sister.

and love life is non-exsistant again.
although i had a dream about someone the other week and now i can't stop thinking about him. which is not too good.
i don't even know him that well >_<
nor do i like him that way. but my dreams are telling me differently.
iunno tres confused.
as always.

also.
i'm quite pissed of at a certain someone who's single-handedly trying to ruin a friendship.
how dare they but into something that does not concern them what so ever.
and commenting on my life which they know nothing about.
and telling untrue things to someone i hold dear to my heart.
grow up, you're pathetic.

well i guess in the simplest form my life is shit at the moment.
i just feel down all the time.
i act happy but under the surface in crumbling to the ground.
im sick of the tears.
and the i don't even know why i am like this which makes me more upset.
FML

peedotess  - i got glasses :)