work kills me.

ugh.
atleast i have nice people to work with.


i think i might hire an alice costume for my 18th.
i'm too lazy and busy to make one.
my weekends are filling up thick and fast with various parties, concerts and musicals.
sweet.

things looking most forward to:
- kings of leon concert.
- my 18th - maybe shit, but its mine.
- chicago stage show - sweet ily roxy hart.

yum yum.

xx

six degrees of separation.

i find it.

quite amazing that you start talking to a random and they know people you've known for years.

for example.
thursday night.
late night.
went with my friend chrissy.
bumped into ollie.
asked if i saw amy and im like nuh.
chrissy and ollie don't know each other.
and at the point i thought amy and chrissy didn't know each other.
so we walk around see amy.
bother scream amy.
look at each other with puzzlement.
we both knew amy.
thuy was with amy aswell.
then later i saw a girl i used to go to school with.
she was confused i knew thuy.
anyways.
later in the night.
i discover amy is close friends with a girl named bronte who is the sister of a boy i liked for 3 years.


amazing.
and it isn't the first time.
my area is bigg.
sorta.
but the fact that this has happened quite alot is amazing.
but i guess it happens to everyonee.


mmm i think i found the dress i want for my 18th.
except wrong colours.
therefore i must make it.
i like making means no one else with have it :)
and i'll make it my own.

xx

the little sparrow.

i love love love love edith piaf!

so beautifull.
so unique.
such a heartbreaking life.
her voice makes me smile.

although all her songs are in french.
i love them so.
non je regrette rien - i love it so.

another song i'm smitten with.
well another two.

moi je joue - brigette bardot.
so cutee.
but i'm pretty sure she is singing about sex due the moans at the end.
its on the miss Dior Chérie fragrance ad.
mmm i love that ad, because it directed by sofia coppola who was the mastermind of marie anotinette and the virgin sucides.
but it's and cute songg.
and brigette bardot is hot!

another song.
it's like been following me for the last week.
wild world - cat stevens.
cat stevens is quite amazing.
my dad used to plays his records to me when i was little.
and i was watching replays of skins season one and the lovely sid started to sing it.
i got butterflies in my stomach.
because its one of my fave songs.
and the other day shopping it came on of the speakers and i just smiled.
it's such a beautiful songg.


work work work.
starting saturday shall be working 8 days straight.
ugh.
next week im working 37.5 hours.
and the most random shifts.
ugh.
it's okay means money.
which i might use to actually get my L's.


xx
[insert: edith piaf]

no more.

no more being the fat friend.

no more.

size 14 size 14 size 14.
i will be a perfect size 14.
just like the great marilyn.
i will be.




mmm i like childhood photos.
soo much.
and old photos.
like my parents ones from the 70's.
seeing my dad in an air force uniform.
and him as a teen, his family looked like the brady bunch.
and my mum was so pretty, and looked like a hippie.

some childhood pictures are great.
caputuring great moments.

xx

shoes.

i'm usually not one to obsess over fashion and shoes.

but lately.

i've been drawn to shoes and the show "gok's fashion fix".

hes so awesomee.

i love all his creations.

it's pretty much stuff i want but don't have the money or the body to pull off.

but shoes.

ughh!

lace up heels - i have no idea why i want them soo bad. team them up with some opaque tights and a killer dress. i love them. i want them. but im to tall for heels :(

tartan converse - i've wanted a pair since JUNO came out. and i guess it's my scottish heritage that draws me towards anything tartan. any colour would be sweet as i feel.

cow boy boots - yum yum yum. like vintage. old ones. worn out ones with the embroidery on the side.

Nike SB Dunk Mid - i love spiderman. and i love these chunky shoess. i want a pair so much. even plain air forces 1's will do.


Chanel gun heel - i admired these for the sheer creativity!

xx

[insert: omg shoes.]

Jizz In My Pants.

andy samberg - i find he cute.
haha.
iunno why.
and hot rod is like my new favourite movie full of stupidity.
it over took napoelon dynamite.

but one skit on SNL.
they sang this song.
jizz in my pants and i was listening to it today.
and im like hmmm.
reminds me of flight of the conchords.
but iunno.

funny song either way.

thier facial expression are killer.

xx

lily allen.

mmm new album soon!
loved her first one soooooo muchh.

this is why i love her.
shes quirky.
funny.
gorgeous.

and went from this.cutie. wicked brunette hair. great accessories. cute dresses with sneakers. loved it.

then even with pink and blonde hair she looked gorgeous.



BUT by far this my favourite photograghs ever.
so beautiful.







its from american GQ magazine. my dad bought it home for me because we both love her. i have the photographs on my walls.

shes a real girl.
her dad was in music.
but she was reconisged on myspace.
nice size.
beautiful face.
i love her!

xx

[insert: lily allen of course]

i think.

i belong in another era.
seriously.

lately i've been listening to a hell of alot of 60's music.
i love it sooo much.
it's soo good.
i can dance to it more than the music thats out today!

i wish i was like a back up singer of some 60's singer.
haha.
their outfits were so cute!

mmm i like the new dior perfume ad.
can't remember the name of the fragrance but the ad is pretty.

in saying that.
i'm mesmerized by these women.
their beauty amazes me!
their styles unique.
brunette.
gorgeous!
i wish i was them.
seriously.
i envy their wardrobe.
daisy lowe, zooey deschanel, katy perry, dita von tesse, lily allen, peaches geldof and even the late bettie page, marilyn monroe and audrey hepburn.

above all marilyn monroe is the best.
size 14.
and beautiful!
blonde.
smart.
total glamour.

arghh.
i wish i was young woman in the 20's, 30's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's haha. just never age.
i love history.
the fashion.
the events.
the music.
the people.
love it all.

xx
[insert: marilyn - my fave photo shoot, expensive dress, too small, did the shoot any way with and open zipper.]