red cardigan.

i love my new red cardigan.

i'm convinced i am a shopoholic.
i'm suposed to be saving money for my trip to europe.
am i?
NO!

i'm spending it on jewellery, clothes, bags, hats and shoes.
like they're all cheap (major bargain shopper) it all adds up.
and im like in debt with the family due to my excess spending and borrowing money.

and like why do my friends have to born around the same time.
im going to be incredibly poor due to the birthday presents, new outfits and such for their parties and get togethers.

and alcohol is so expensivee.
and especially at venues.
like my local club (my sister calls it a pub, shes silly mounties is clearly not a pub) and the races.
but i guess thats standard.
and at the golden slipper yesterday.
didn't get asked for i.d once :)
it might've been the fact i looked the same age as the 23 year olds i was with and i the fact i was taller than every single one of them.

amazing.
18 for just a week.

but i got that when i was 16, people thinking im 18-20.
when will people realise height and age are two different things.
ignorance.

BUT!
my mummy.
i love her.
she got me the cutest brooch for the op shop.
its like little gold bow with a tea cup attached and picked it up as soon as she saw it.
:)
it was like $3 :)
and i was gonna buy something similar on ebay for double the price.
scoree!

im embracing my style.
like fashion style.
shirts and skirts.
cardi's and stockings.
flats and hats.
and various jewellery.

my lovely friends can also notice my way of embracing my style by buying me a sweet as urban originals wallet. love it!

i need to go op shopping, like more on the vintage clothes style.
with the op shop style price tag!
not something with the price i'd pay at the vintage section of sportsgirl.

i need a new job to feed my addiction :(

xx

totally 18.

i'm totally 18 :)

had my party on saturday.
went pretty swell.

but my actual birthday was sunday.
went to a club and had my first legal cocktail. lolz.

but yus my party was good.
got some pretty good gifts.

frenchy barbie doll from the dance.
my little pony
spiderman doll thingg.
two sweet tees.
two 18 keys.
9 in 1 photo frame ingraved.
lily allen tickets.
jewellery.
and yuhh.
totally awesomee.

:)

going races on saturdayy.
excited.
then bonnies bday.
then sams.
then cristines.
then chicago musical.
yeah baby.

im such a busy girl.
>_<

xx

KINGS OF LEON!

YUM!

i went to their show last night.
mmm i have lots of love for these boys.
like i can't explain.

i went with my brother who also is a massiv fan.
loved it!

they preformed all my faves.
and some of their old songs.

but the crowd was amazing.
they sang along to everyword.
and not just the new album.
i love it when that happens.
it's so good.

but amazing concert.

and on saturday i went to sound relief.
that was fantastic aswell.
all my faves were there singing my fave songs.
and gotta love the massive sing-a-long to the voice - john farnham.
and the fact that he sang on stage with coldplay.
all so amazing.
and taylor swift, she ripped of her clothes, but like no one saw it.
we were pre-occupied at watching someone get arrested.
LOL!
we did that alot being in seating we over looked everything.
like people dancing funny, people jumping the fence and running for their life, chris martin running into the crowdd.
AMAZING!

mmm i love shows.
i get all jittery.
and wanna be on stage.

xx

we're all made of stars.

stars!

lovely taylor got me thinkingg.
the universe and space amazes her.
it amazes me too.

my dad is a big space nut.
i guess it was passed on to me.
i'm more like my parents then the rest of the kids.

anyways.
he used to tell about the planets, stars, milky way, neil armstrong, buzz aldrin etc etc.
he listened to the moon landing.

but stars to me.
make me feel insignificant.
i know that sounds like a bad thing but it's good.
when i feel something going horribly wrong.
i look to the stars and it makes me realise how small i am.
and someone out there has 10x the problems i do.
it puts me back in my place.

i burn with curiousity.
alot.
i went to the aquarium and saw things like octopuses, jelly fish, sting rays.
underwater life are the strangest thing.
like jelly fish.
completely seethough and the way they move is amazingg.
and octopuses.
they're always been my favourite underwater creature.
they can be so tiny or massive.

i guess thats why i love alice in wonderland so much.
shes like an icon to me and a feminist icon.
even though she is fictional.
its still amazing that a young girl burning with curiousity like myself journey's through a land with no real help, by herself, meets unique people along the way and still gets out alive.
even though it is a dream.
is an amazing story.

i might be getting a tattoo soon.
and i've drawn it up.
its alice from the illlustration in the book where shes looking up at the chesire cat.
but alice is looking up at the stars and there'll be a banner saying curiouser and curiouser.

i'm still working on it.
it means so much to me.
i love it.

xx

dugongs, cupcakes and russell brand.

GAH!
iunno what it is.





but i find russell brand so god damn attractive.
wether its his drug infested past.
his sex addiction.
his weird black bohemian style.
just something about him.
and he has a killer accent.
maybe its thatt.



well


yesterday i went to the aquarium.
i haven't been there in soooooo long.
and forgot how much i love it.
i love water.
i wish i was a mermaid.
i really do.
so relaxing in the water.
and with the whole global warming thing.
seems that its better to be merimaid.
moree waterr.


but i saw the real mermaids.
the lovely dugongs.
mmmm they're so beautiful.
sea creatures are so weird compared to land creatures.

and we saw the big sharksss.
friggen massive sting ray.
and i saw a little octopus.
they would have to be like my favourite underwater creaturee.


mmm my 18th is coming up.
and im still not ready.
haha.
i fail at planing parties.


i hate just finishing year 12.
everyone asked what are you doing this year and its like um working at McDonalds.
then its like why don't ou go to tafe?
umm because iunno what i wanna do in the future.
oh but still go anyway.

i don't wanna be like the other people i know.
going to tafe.
doing a course they don't wanna do
or uni doing a course they don't wanna do.
i'd rather be sure about what i wanna do.
at the moment i begining my love of journalism and magazine editor again.
i wanted to pursue it in like year 10 so i picked like advanced english, art, visual design. then i decided i wanted to pursue teaching.


eh.
also.
watching the oscars (which were great!) i realised i really like film.
i've probably seen way to many movies in my life time.
some over 20 times.
and i feel like i belong there.
not acting.
but like behind the scenes somehow.
it would be nicee.





xx

[insert: me and fishes]