We are the music-makers,
And we are the dreamers of dreams,
Wandering by lone sea-breakers,
And sitting by desolate streams;
World-losers and world-forsakers,
On whom the pale moon gleams:
Yet we are the movers and shakers
Of the world for ever, it seems

With wonderful deathless ditties
We build up the world’s great cities.
And out of a fabulous story
We fashion art empire’s glory:
One man with a dream, at pleasure,
Shall go forth and conquer a crown;
And three with a new song’s measure
Can trample an empire down.

We, in the ages lying
In the buried past of the earth.
Built Nineveh with our sighing,
And Babel itself with our mirth;
And o’erthrew them with prophesying
To the old of the new world’s worth;
For each age is a dream that is dying,
Or one that is coming to birth.

totally wish i was katy perry right now.
SIGH!

maddison lynda brassil.

mood: content
listening to: popular - wicked soundtrack.
reading: perfume - story of a muderer.
last meal: roast chicken and veggies with oj, yum yum.
current annoyance: confusing crush.

i shall welcome to the world my niece maddison lynda brassil who was born on the 4th of october 2009 at 3:33am.


shes gorgeous!
she looks like a female verison of my nephew shaun.
i've been to visit her twice she sleeps the whole timee, never cries.


she has sandy blonde hair and dark blue eyes.

cutest thing in the world.


i haven't slept properly in days.


went to be on saturday at 10pm, woke up at 11pm to go to my sisters and look after shaun, didn't sleep, shaun woke up at 3am and we watched tv and read books, mum came and picked me up at 5am and went to sleep, woke up at 10 and went to see the baby, then went shopping. went to bed at 11am, woke up at 5:30am went to work, came back from work went the hospital again.


gahhh.


but all for a good cause.


xx


[insert: maddison and me.]

why must girls have such strong emotions. some can say they are as hard as stone but you know deep down inside is a delicate flower being weighed down by the emotion her body can not take.

i am deffinately not one of those girls.
i let my emotions show.
not only do i let them show, i sucumb to my emotions.
and because of this, i fall for people too easily. i also trust to easily
i've tried not to, i can't help it.

it's all emotions, sadness, happines, angriness etc etc that body is overwhelmed with.
i believe the thing in life i want, it what every person in the world wants; someone to have, to love them back.
and i strive for that. but i never get it.

so i've decided to stop thinking like a girl, stop letting my emotions show. stop getting down over the smallest things, i'm going to be strong.
act like a woman think like a man.
i will no longer be the bunny, i will be the bunny in the panther suit.