today is december first.
i have put up the christmas tree by myself because my family is a bunch of Ebenezer Scrooge's
BAH HUMBUG!
well im not!
i have already given my own gift to myself.
an early christmas present, isn't much.
but means alot.
its a state of mind i have come across and hopefully can keep for the rest of my years.
it's a boost of confidence which was in a double pack with "i don't care about silly stuff anymore"
so pretty much i'm becoming something that is truly myself.
no trying to put myself out there just to be pummeled but the cruel world.
because i don't care about that anymore.
im finally comfortable with myself, im comfortable in my own skin and i didn't get there by myself either.
but thats my gift to myself.
being december, christmas is coming up.
along with ulladulla for a week, and my brothers party.
should be sweet as :)
xx
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