heavy cross.

i want a pleather jacket haha.
because im too cheap to buy a proper leather onee.
might buy on next week depending on my pay :)
haha i haven't bought clothes in like a month.
i'm having with drawels.

but i want one so i look all cool for europe :)
and dr martens.
cherry red or plum purple.
yum yum.
or maybe blackk.

crazy on you - heart <3 <3 <3

ughh speaking of issues of the heart.
mega devoedd.
need a manhunt, just for self esteem boost and if something happens massive plus.
even though hes a flirt and i know it and its just him, kills me a little inside, plus hes somewhat involved :(

ahh well.
something will come along one day.

not to mention even more depressed to find my first and only bf in a relationship with someone else.
and he like major loser, not just saying that because i hate him, he really is onee.
and shes fair decent.
its like ugh :(

AND!

beth ditto.
is amazing.
her voice is like ajfhsdghunggfwfj i love it.
makes me wanna dance like a crazy woman.
same with karen o.
and they're both women who dress how ever they like and don't care who says they shouldn't. karen o has an amazing fashion sense, where the strangest stuff and some how works perfectly for her image.
and beth ditto is large.
and she doesn't give a shit.
she wears what she feels is right.
even if sometimes its nothing at all.

also.
little boots.
i love her.
her music is beautiful.
its a nice mix.
and shes so pretty.

karen o - yeah yeah yeahs

beth ditto - gossip

last night i went to jamesy showcase.
was pretty good.
he played and sang bohemian rhapsody.
and drummed in waiting for the world to change.
ollie did some drama stuff.
and brendan played bass.
the islander performancing was amazing aswell.
:)
well done boys.

xx