dugongs, cupcakes and russell brand.

GAH!
iunno what it is.





but i find russell brand so god damn attractive.
wether its his drug infested past.
his sex addiction.
his weird black bohemian style.
just something about him.
and he has a killer accent.
maybe its thatt.



well


yesterday i went to the aquarium.
i haven't been there in soooooo long.
and forgot how much i love it.
i love water.
i wish i was a mermaid.
i really do.
so relaxing in the water.
and with the whole global warming thing.
seems that its better to be merimaid.
moree waterr.


but i saw the real mermaids.
the lovely dugongs.
mmmm they're so beautiful.
sea creatures are so weird compared to land creatures.

and we saw the big sharksss.
friggen massive sting ray.
and i saw a little octopus.
they would have to be like my favourite underwater creaturee.


mmm my 18th is coming up.
and im still not ready.
haha.
i fail at planing parties.


i hate just finishing year 12.
everyone asked what are you doing this year and its like um working at McDonalds.
then its like why don't ou go to tafe?
umm because iunno what i wanna do in the future.
oh but still go anyway.

i don't wanna be like the other people i know.
going to tafe.
doing a course they don't wanna do
or uni doing a course they don't wanna do.
i'd rather be sure about what i wanna do.
at the moment i begining my love of journalism and magazine editor again.
i wanted to pursue it in like year 10 so i picked like advanced english, art, visual design. then i decided i wanted to pursue teaching.


eh.
also.
watching the oscars (which were great!) i realised i really like film.
i've probably seen way to many movies in my life time.
some over 20 times.
and i feel like i belong there.
not acting.
but like behind the scenes somehow.
it would be nicee.





xx

[insert: me and fishes]