just like a magic 8 ball. outlook good.

FIREWORKS!!

i always hear them in my room.
everytime i look out my window, they stop.
it's like the fireworks are against me.

it's like the whole world it against me.

today has been like a really shit day.
i don't know why.
last night had an argument with family.
today everything seemed real bitter.
woke up terribly late.
was tired the whole day.
was real upset.
and no idea why.

it must me the stress building up for senior exams.
they coming up fast.
and i can't catch up.
i fear i'll be choking on their dust.
while thats happening another passes me by.
i'll never win.
never achieve anything.

but for a pessimist im pretty optomistic.
and i see a future, just like a magic 8 ball. outlook good. >__<

xx


[insert = po and zi, my favourite because there's not text and it has stars. stars are the only thing capable of making me forget my problems. if only i saw more of them]